Hold Me, I'm Lonely

HOLD ME, I’M LONELY

Written by Catherine Vartain-Frilund

Dark in my room

I’ve been spending a few days alone

Just thinking ‘bout

All my life choices

Leading up to this breakdown

Anyone could say

That I’m here, because I made mistakes

And it’s my fault

How can I fight

All the obvious points they’re making

There’s a part of me

That just wants to be left here

Just to see if this self destruct can be repaired

All this poisonous introspection I’m drinking

There’s a million

People like me, I hear

So why am I alone drowning in desperate fears?

Is there pride in 

Taking big risks if they break me?

I lay here thinking

I’m so tired of being lonely

I just want someone to hold me

To hold me

I’m so tired of being lonely

I just want someone to hold me

To hold me

I’m resilient

I have always cared for myself

Still I lay here

Staring at the ceiling

Feeling like this is forever

Where do I go?

If I want to break out of jail

Imma need a dose of self soothing

Or some type of liberation

There’s a part of me

That just wants to be left here

A monochromatic watercolor made of tears

I romanticize every single devastation

There’s a million

People like me, I hear

Reaching hands out telling me not to fear

If I make it out

It was anything but easy

Still I lay here thinking

I’m so tired of being lonely

I just want someone to hold me

To hold me

I’m so tired of being lonely

I just want someone to hold me

To hold me